I'm Deeply Sorry Dear Love
My Sweet Darling,
I would never be able to forgive myself for hurting the most important person in my life. It was the biggest mistake that I have made and I forever would be sorry about it. I know that sorry would not be even enough to ease the pain and all the suffering I have caused you. It was too late when I realized that I was hurting my precious love. Even if you won't believe me, this wasn't the way I was expecting it to turn out. I'm sorry and I'm deeply remorseful.
Hurting the person I love is one of the biggest, if not the most dreadful thing that I could have ever done. I've taken you for granted. You loved me well and deep and this is what I gave in return. You've been there for my all my life. You were the person who was able to understand me the most. When all others have left me, you stayed and understood me through all my troubles. You were my best friend and my lover. You were my sunshine and salvation. Even if I'll say sorry a hundred times, it won't be able to undo what I have done. It would never be able to erase the dreadful pain that you are feeling right know.
I love you still and I hate myself for letting you go through all these pain. All the heartaches and the misery, you donít deserve it. You deserve to be loved and cherished for eternity. I'm sorry ... I don't know what else to say or to do to make everything all right. As the sun sets, another day is ahead of us. I'll be saying sorry forever until you have forgiven me my love. You used to be the sweet person that cares for me. Because of what I did, it changed you entirely. I'm sorry. I'd be wishing every single night to have everything back to the way it used to be. I still want to share a lifetime with you, I wan it to be the way it used to be. As hard as it may seem, I'm willing to do whatever it takes so that you could find it in your heart to forgive me. I'll love you even more and would never ever hurt you again. I'd rather die than let you go through the same misery again. I am the most horrible person there is and I hate myself for that.
Day by day, I'll be waiting for you. Iíll be waiting for you to utter the words that itís going to be all right. I'll be waiting for your warm embrace and your tender kiss. I'll be waiting for you to hold my hand and smile at me as if nothing bad has happened. I'll be waiting for your laughter. I'll be waiting for my sweet sunshine. I'll be waiting even for eternity. Until then, I will confine my heart in misery. I'm sorry. I'm deeply sorry.