I Am Missing You Still
It has been a while since we last talked. I write this letter to tell you that I miss you. Even though we are not together anymore, the experiences we gave each other were unique and cannot be replaced. They are in fact memories that I will cherish for the rest of my life.
I want to say that I'm sorry it got messy, and I'm sorry for how I dealt with things. I never wanted to lose you completely, but I know that I pushed you away.
The fact is that I wouldd take you back tomorrow but I know that's not going to happen anymore.
I want you to know that I want you to find happiness. I hope that you learn how to let people in and open up your heart to others. I want you to find love.
I want you to give love and receive love in return. I want you to feel all the things I wanted to make you feel but I couldn't.
As I close this painful chapter of my bad year and move forward, please know that I will always think of you fondly and that you will always have a place in my heart.
Despite how badly things ended, I hold onto the happiness you brought me, and the realisation that I needed to make a change in my life. You broke my heart indeed, but it's taught me the risk was worth that. Except not everything has a happy ending in life...
I miss you so much.